I mean, I'm not the only one who dealt with syllabus shock, right? I'm pretty sure it's a thing. Yeah. It's a thing.
So what's the mom version of syllabus shock? Because I think I'm experiencing it right now.
Really, truly, these last couple weeks have been crazy-pants. And I only have ONE kid in school! And it's preschool... only three days a week... for only 2.5 hours a day.
I was trying to process why I've felt so out of my mind, overwhelmed and just plain flaky. It probably defies definition, but here's what I think are major contributors:
Riley started preschool. In the afternoon. I think the afternoon thing has thrown me for a couple reasons. First, knowing that I have to get Riley to preschool on time, in the middle of the day, looms over me for the entire morning. I get super anxious if I'm late, so even though it's only 8 am, I find myself checking my watch and trying to plan out every moment up to departure time, so we can be on time. Second, Brooks and Noelle still nap in the afternoon. This means that I drop Riley off, throw the other two in bed, let them sleep, then have to wake them up. Who wants to wake up a peacefully napping kid?! Not me.
I've been stressed about Brooks. My sweet guy recently was hospitalized overnight because of wheezing and airway constriction. Then, at his 9-month check-up (that we went to when he was a little over 10 months... Oops.), I walked out with orders to FIVE other doctors. Ugh. He will be just fine, but it was a little much.
The kids are so close to together but are in different stages. Riley's in preschool, Noelle would LOVE to be in preschool but is still too young, and Brooks is still just kind of chilling, taking in the world. Here's a good example: Riley gets herself into her carseat herself, Noelle can snap the top clasp, and Brooks still happily gets lugged around a latched in.
Long story short-- I'm clearly a person of routines. And I'm pretty excited for our routines to get themselves rooted firmly in place.